I was lying on my mattress in the middle of the work day. I was in the middle of an empty house. I could not back out of the wedding now. Who says yes to a marriage proposal because they are afraid to say no? We had bought this house together. That was twenty years … Continue reading Twenty years →

there was something wrong, and for me to survive, that something had to be my fault. there had to be a good reason. there is no other choice for a child. "Old times. Not a bit. There aren't any old times. When times are gone, they're not old, they're dead. There aren't any times but new … Continue reading When have I been? →